miss congeniality

2009-04-30T23:20:00.000+05:30

love this song.........................

will lift ur mood..................

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYCc3EVX3Pg

Just like that

2009-04-30T21:22:00.000+05:30

Past seven dayz were tough for me...........

as I made them tough for myself by analyzing, reanalyzing, re-reanalyzing, kept on analyzing till i forget myself in dreamz.....

Judging my priorities and policies......

Am I really doing something constructive or just wasting my time...........is this what i really want from this life????????????

truly speaking NO.........

I am not living up to my dreamz, I really wonder where i have come........what i had aspire and what actually I am following............

how and why??????

for how, I don't have answers but for why I do have..........

Being a girl itself makes 50% deduction in all ur dreamz............as at any stage of ur life u will definitely have limitations put up on ur shoulders.

And 75% deduction for being a girl belonging to a conservative family
and 80 % deduction for being a beautiful girl in a conservative family
so out of 20% opportunity 10% will be weeded out due to monetary issues
and rest 10% goes away once u r married

so in sum u r left with options of wishing to be born as

either a boy.........................

boy in a conservative family
an ugly girl in Conservative family
or a girl in open minded family
a girl in open minded and rich family
a girl in open minded, rich family and having a very supportive life partner

or u can wish never to be born again, hehhehhhheh

final words

taking this post seriously is injurious to ur heart so just forget about it..............

Mumbai meri jaan ………………part 2

2009-04-17T22:15:00.001+05:30

Ok dear………..going back to my memory lane……….
Day 2………we called a family which lived in Dadar only, location ….near Rumaiyaa College. Very sweet family, mother working in some garment factory, their son was asthmatic which was in class 7/8. Their lovely daughter, pursuing some fashion designing from wellingkor (if I remember it correctly) was looking very promising for their middle class family, Perhaps she must be getting a very nice pay slip by now.
Second family came to our collaborator’s (a very famous doc in Dadar, Dr. Niphadkar) clinic. They came all way from powaii, very sweet family. They were looking as if we were there to treat them by our touch.
I used to love to meet people at their places as this way we get to have fun in local trains and taxi. To get into a jam packed ladies compartment was the most exciting part and same was to get out, as many often we landed up on different stations, searching for each other. hehhehhehe. I think local trains are the main reason for Mumbai women fitness. Compare them to typical Delhi punjabbiii population, who has been destined to eat, sleep and gossip. It is their karma ;). I hardly saw a chubby girl in Mumbai.
Next is Taxi!!!!!!!!
I have a deep respect for all those kind taxi drivers. In Mumbai, you can hire a taxi even with rupees 10/-. This is impossible in Delhi, forget rupees ten, many times they will not go even if you entice them with Gandhi note ;). Just recalled the time when after getting back to Delhi, I asked one auto driver for Mall road (Place where I work). He said rupees 70/- while it was worth of 30/-. Hearing this, I lost my temper and shouted on him like anything……….hehehhhehe. So here is word of wisdom for all those visitors, if ever they have a chance of coming in Delhi plz beware of these greedy autodrivers;)

Oh sorry I lost my track…………………..
Yeah, one thing I must say and in fact very sad to say is that I could easily see the disparity in Mumbai population. If one time we visited a family living in a swanky bunglaw in Santa Cruz (family head was a diamond merchant, u can see Juhu beach from their balcony) next time we were at a dingy shelter. Extremely poor family, Parents very old and not healthy, by looking at them we could easily count their ribs, daughter working as lab technician in some hospital, only son struggling for a job. I felt helpless; I wish I could have done something for them. It was not one such family there were many like them. The most interesting thing was, the poorer the family, the more warm welcome. They may not had enough money to afford their medical bills but they always offered cold drinks and snacks, however rich family barely asked even for a glass of water ;).
Whatever!!!!!!!! I remember all their names and all those lovely people and wish that in this life I get another chance to meet all of them again. Spl. to mention a lil asthmatic child, Yash, by now he must be eight, he was so scared of giving blood that we had to spare him. My life’s seven most amazing daysss………………..

What we did besides collecting samplesss……………..
On just one day (after pursuing my seniors) we planned for Elephanta caves……..
We hired ferry and landed their only to know that it’s closed on Monday, hhahhahahhaah. My seniors cursed me, but who cares!!!!! We enjoyed ferry, Gateway of India, Fashion Street, and finally 8:00 pm at Juhu beach. First time I saw a beach in my life. It was so soothing can’t tell u…………………..another time we get to that beach again was at 5:00 am, a day before we had to left for Delhi. Actually I wanted to see sunrise at juhu, that moment was inexplicable, I wish I had a mobile cam to capture that beautifull morning.
That was my trip………..even though I tried to write much, many memories still have remained deep down in my heart. I am feeling very nostalgic right now…….;)
Love Mumbai and love their spirit.

Mumbai meri jaan ………………part 2

2009-04-17T22:15:00.000+05:30

Aaamchi Mumbaii

2009-04-13T19:43:00.000+05:30

Mumbai meri jaan…………………….
I was supposed to write this one on 13th Dec 2006, but at that time I was not aware of the BLOG thing.
Why Mumbai?
Here goes my experience, as I have not told much about myself let me reveal few more details. I am pursuing research in the field of biotech. And when I joined my lab a genotyping project was running where we were supposed to genotypes the asthmatic individuals to know much more about the intricate pathways of this respiratory disorder. We were supposed to collect blood samples from different part of India, i.e a particular population like Deccan region, etc. And on 1 dec 2006 we (Dreamy turtule, a south Indian Doc, my roomie-labmate, and one of our senior) were asked to collect blood sample from Mumbai asthmatic population. Hearing this I was like “yupieeeeeeeeeeeee” as since childhood I have never been outside to Delhi, except to my grandparent’s home, Haryana and UP. ;) More thrilling was to go by train which I never have been…………
6 DEC 2006 ……….Mumbai Rajdhani……………..4:45pm at Nizammudin railway station
7 dec 2006 …………..Dadar………………sorry…………I don’t remember time..
We stayed at lower parel in some vet. College.
During my way from Dadar to Parel……….I noticed a very peculiar thing in Marathi people. Like u can easily distinct them….spl to women…lanky gait…..wheatish complexion……….long hairs….and beautiful big innocent eyes.

Day 1: Day one was shocking at breakfast table………
Menu………vada pao………. missal pao……sheera…………poha. I though may be this restaurant is not good, some other expensive one, may have better options ;). But u know every day we landed up at new places only to find the same menu…………to be honest I didn’t enjoy my breakfasts in mumbai. Untill and unless we have deep fried Alooo-paranthaas… we cannot get motivated for our job, hehhhhehehehhehh. Besides this every thing about Mumbai was very sweeeeeettt. After breakfast we had a list of all the addresses where we have to collect our samples. Our main job was to call those people and convince them for the blood sample.
But main problem was language barrier as 80% of the middle-class population speaks only marathi. We somehow managed 30 families… ranging from Cuffprade to Dadar to Powaii to Borivilli to Viraarr to Santa cruz to Ville parle…..each and every important place of Mumbai. And my experience in travelling all those places and meeting with all those lovely people………will write in my next blog…………Till then enjoyyy.

No more fooling to myself...........

2009-04-01T22:11:00.000+05:30

What a day!
I got my first follower;)
Thanx a lot!. I think its an honour to have somebody following every single bit of your views, reading them , analysing them and ofcourse sometime mocking off at them. But whatever it is, it just has revived my spirit for writing good. And here I go....................with a lil courage and big dreamz in my eyes..........I know that day is not far when I acutually be able to start liking my own blogs. That's enough for today......................journey of happiness has just begun.................letz bask every bit of it.................................;)Have a nice day
God bless ur soul.

Happy go luckyy

2008-12-23T23:38:00.000+05:30

Really felt great after reading my post ;)
what do you think?

Someday may not be just an ordinary day...........

2008-12-23T23:07:00.000+05:30

life is sometimes a tale with lots of if's and but's
u never know whatz gonna be next, when u least expect u get the nobel
and when u dream big u reciev ignoble.
I was at the verge of cracking down, soaking every bit of my confidence in the deep layers of remorseful tears,
thinking all way into the past, whishing to be with my lovely dear
what if i had not opted his way?
what if i had taken my voyage to other's way?
blaming myself for every pain, was this worth to be here again?
But today........
I found my lost faith, an inner desire to hit it off,
just keep on going my baby till u get the lovely skyyy..........................

Can u believ this?

2008-12-21T23:27:00.001+05:30

Thats someting amazing happened, I was supposed to write an article for my research work but have not enough courage to get started, my writing phobia u all know!!!!!!!!, but the moment i started beating out my fear I acutually could write a crisp of my article. Here wanna share with all of u.............

Importance of herbal medicine in human life can be traced back to as old as 400 bc
Many medicinal treaties have mentioned their use in the treatment of various dreadful diseases. Although synthetic drugs have captured the main domain of the pharmaceuticals, natural compound are regaining their place considering the side effects and ineffectiveness of synthetic drugs. Worldwide researchers are paying attention for natural alternatives to synthetic drugs. Screening and isolating the active components following their in vitro and in vivo study is the main portfolio of many research labs. With the advancement in the understanding of important therapeutic targets, screening process has become more stringent and accurate, giving a myriad of important therapeutic molecules. Till date we have been successful in identifying active natural components for disease like cancer, asthma, artherities. Curcumin, morphine, qunine are such important examples. Asthma, a common respiratory disorder affecting millions of people worldwide, can be characterized by airway inflammation, airway hyperresponsivensss and airway remodeling. Important phenotypesof asthma are recurrent episodes of wheezing, hightened reposivenss to stimuli and loss of total lung capacity volume. Many important signaling pathways have been dissected out for the understanding and treatment of asthma, yet till date only few symptomatic treaments are available. Corticosteroids, theophylline and leukotrines inhibitors are some commomn theraupetic for asthma.

Thnax blog for helping me out;)

'21 dec 08' twist and tale of my life

2008-12-21T21:20:00.000+05:30

For past 1/2 an hour I am here struggling to write something.
what something?
and what something not?
Even for writing a good lil post I have to jitter all my nerves as I have never been good at writing. I remember how I used to get frightend when it comes to paragaph witing in school days. Thanx to our education system, where teachers are least bothered for writing skills, I have reached upto doctrate level. Once u are out the school nobody will ask u to write out ur mind and I was just happy about that. But again life is not that easy, untill and unless u masters something that will keep on coming back into ur ways, will keeep challenging ur GUTS.
Same thing haapened to me, i flusterd again when had to give GRE, and that was the bitter truth which I have to live with for the rest of my life. Being just optimistic never helped me out, as a child i always used to console dont worry will learn that trick someday, was confident enough that great world outside will read my autobography some day, one day may be i will get bookers award. Interstingly I still think that, but this time I have joined this blog to write and to just write, to sharp my writing skills, hoping that someday my dream will come true.